Yule
Well, 2010 is almost over. I'm talking to a guy from Scotland, and have no idea where it is going to go, only know that we have talked for four months, and he's everything I am looking for. EVERYTHING. I mean, there is the physical attraction sure, but there is some much more to him. At times its hard to even see him. Ugh....so stupid. But now there is a possibility, a narrow one, mind you, that he will be flying out here to see me.
Not wanting to go through the whole Kevin thing again, I'm trying to take deep breaths on this....but for real, I would marry this man in a heartbeat and go to Scotland, healthcare, simular scenery, half a world away from my friends and family.....but in the meantime, there is the present reality, that he is there and I am here.
I drive down to Sandy, OR on thursday. My sister and mom got into a huge fight and a de je vu from last Christmas, I am going to go down there and pick up the pieces. I told her that sis shouldn't spoil our visit and that I don't want to hear about it. Yet I probably will, and my roomie's boyfriend is in town from school and really want to give her the entire appartment for the weekend.
Speaking of which we are getting along great. We are a pretty trashy version of Will and Grace.
As for 2011, I've got plans, and fourmost is school. I really want try and get over my fear of going back to school. I'm done working here, its annoying and going no where. It SUX.
Plus, I want to be a teacher.
I wish I had more to write, I was going to write something meaninful, I guess I am just too exhausted.