Dec 20, 2004 22:13
i know it's been awhile since i last made an entry and at that time i was really too worried about some unimportant jerks trying to marr my self respect and thus make themselves feel better or something but here i am again in Texas, not being able to find my cell phone. about that whole "bully" thing, i never really believed that people push others around to feel better about themselves but thats really true. if you could think back to when you last made fun of someone, and i mean anything from teasing to wooping their ass, you could really put it in one single category. you did it because you wanted to. thats how every action is, you do or do not. enough of that. sometimes i wonder why i dont just chill out and stop making little comments like my previous one on here, and just sit back and relax. well, when you think about it, who really DOES chill out? not you, reader, and certainly not me on or off adderrol. and what the fuck would i talk about if i didnt make tiny unimportant points at society? my day? my day is first of all, not important and second of all not interesting. not yet at least. i plan for more. i hope my will can match those plans and dreams.