One Thing Doesn't Always Lead To Another

[punypilotlight]

Let's get this straight just because you feel one way doesn't necessarily mean you feel the other way. Just because you don't support Bush or the war in Iraq. Just because you don't like someone who just happens to be of a different ethnicity doesn't make you a rascist. And just because i'm frustrated with certain aspects of my relationship, doesn't mean i love him any less or would rather be with someone else. He is still the only person i want to be with, to spend time with, and to be around, but i, like he himself has said, am frustrated with the fact that there is a lack of sex, that we don't get to spend all day together, that we're always feeling overworked and underpaid. He has said it himself that all these things are true and that we both want more but sometimes just can't have it. We love each other equally, and i don't get where he gets off saying he thinks im having doubts. I don't have any doubts yes there are some frustrations, but who doesnt. Who doesnt have differences and who doesnt fight every now andd then. It's called a relationship, and they are never perfect, but you work on it you change with the other person and grow and make it better it doesnt just happen, and it never just clicks making it perfect. And i dont mind having to work on it as long as the other person will work too. And i know he will but right now we're both equally frustrated and have been for a while now, so i can understand, but it wont last like this forever, it will return to normal and eventually get better.
As i look outside at shitty weather, when i should be in florida, but fundage has foiled us, i think of what a wise person once said,
"Even when you think you can't afford to do something, there are somethings you can't afford NOT to do."
How true that is right now, we both could have used a break, and could have used the alone time together, maybe soon we can have that. When i do not know