the mystery of love
okay so i called the boy back today because yesterday he called to make sure i made it through the hurricane okay. when i did he acted all strange and stuff. he acted like he wanted me to ask him to come here. but he has no idea that i saw his ex girlfriends car at his house the day he moved. so i have no interest in him. he is a lier just like the rest of them whether he cares to admit it or not. so then he asks me to be his girlfriend or some crap like that. who does that? i told him to go read a romance novel and he will get over me real fast. i told him that he is just bored. i wish i could say what i really mean, but cannot because of the fear of hurting his feelings. i know he is a jerk but his life is his own punishment, as my life is mine. i really am happy alone. when i am with someone i have to worry about making them happy and keeping myself happy as well. i just wonder..... why does everyone realize what a good girl i am after they are rude assholes to me and are no longer big players in my game called life....??? that is the mystery of love....