curse you naca...
damn it all to hell... i just found out that my favourite band is going to be playing a show on oct 31st... halloween... but i have to be in grand rapids that day to go to stupid naca, which isnt all that stupid, actually its a lot of fun, but damnit, i'd much rather go to see my band play than hang out with program board people... grr... and these dreams and feelings need to stop... on a completley unrelated note... i've been having dreams about mandy for about a week now and its driving me crazy... i'm in a very happy relationship with katie, whom i love a lot, but yeah, i dunno, but these dreams better stop soon cause i'm going crazy. and i wish i didnt feel so jealous about mandy and diego whenever i see the two of them... its just that diego has done something that i could never do: get to mandy and do something about it... fuck... grr... i just really needed to get that out in the open cause i'm going fucking insane... if i'm not already there... ok back to office work... oh and any of my friends that reas this and know both of them, please DO NOT say ANYTHING to either of them, k?... cause if you do, it means death...