Aug 28, 2004 23:34
onlyforcoolppl: hey baby
Thedarkromancer: hye
Thedarkromancer: hey
onlyforcoolppl: wassup
Thedarkromancer: i ahve been meaning to talk to u
Thedarkromancer: i was gunan call
Thedarkromancer: but i didnlt know how to work the phone in my dads office
Thedarkromancer: are u busy?
Thedarkromancer: how was ur day?
onlyforcoolppl: nah
onlyforcoolppl: am i ever busy
onlyforcoolppl: hectic
onlyforcoolppl: tiring
onlyforcoolppl: stressful
onlyforcoolppl: blah
onlyforcoolppl: 'lol
Thedarkromancer: aww
Thedarkromancer: lo
Thedarkromancer: llol*
Thedarkromancer: lol*
Thedarkromancer: k
Thedarkromancer: here i go
Thedarkromancer: ahh snaps
Thedarkromancer: lol
Thedarkromancer: liz, do you still have feelings for me?
onlyforcoolppl: duh
onlyforcoolppl: how many times have i told you this eric
Thedarkromancer: k
onlyforcoolppl: i mean come on,
Thedarkromancer: lol
onlyforcoolppl: i told the freshmen i was gonna marry you
Thedarkromancer: yeah
Thedarkromancer: do u really want to be back together?
onlyforcoolppl: sometimes
onlyforcoolppl: i think the full moon is tomorrow...
onlyforcoolppl: you've seen what i do to ppl eric
onlyforcoolppl: you saw what i did to every guy i've been w/ in like the last year
Thedarkromancer: i know
Thedarkromancer: i know
Thedarkromancer: it is jsut
Thedarkromancer: hard
Thedarkromancer: on me
Thedarkromancer: cuz
onlyforcoolppl: i've hurt everyone except you
Thedarkromancer: sometimes i feel real bad
Thedarkromancer: cuz I dont want to hurt you
onlyforcoolppl: then don't
Thedarkromancer: but I dont want to hold on to something that is not going to happen in the near future
onlyforcoolppl: jesus you know what hurts me eric and its almost like you're deliberately trying to
onlyforcoolppl: then don't hold onto it
onlyforcoolppl: i know there's other ppl you like
onlyforcoolppl: that would prolly like you too
onlyforcoolppl: go for them
onlyforcoolppl: and don't hold onto me and try pushing me away like you've been doing for so long
Thedarkromancer: it is not about that
onlyforcoolppl: well then what's it about
Thedarkromancer: you are still and forever will be in my heart
onlyforcoolppl: BUT
Thedarkromancer: i am just torn between trying to build our more than friendrelationship
onlyforcoolppl: come on i feel it coming...
onlyforcoolppl: well make up your mind
Thedarkromancer: to the point of bf and gf again
onlyforcoolppl: i mean jeebus
Thedarkromancer: or do i not worry about it now
Thedarkromancer: i am a moron at matters of the heart
onlyforcoolppl: you wanted things to be just like last year and all you're doing is pushing me away
Thedarkromancer: i dont want them to be like last year
Thedarkromancer: that is what it was, last year
Thedarkromancer: i want us to be open
Thedarkromancer: bestfriends
onlyforcoolppl: that's what we were last year
Thedarkromancer: no
Thedarkromancer: it was more than that last year
onlyforcoolppl: now you're pushing me away and trying too damn hard to be distant
onlyforcoolppl: its never NOT going to be more than friends eric
onlyforcoolppl: we ARE more than friends and that's all there is to it
Thedarkromancer: i swear on my dog i am not trying to
Thedarkromancer: push u away
Thedarkromancer: if i did date someone else would you be ok?
Thedarkromancer: theoritically speaking
onlyforcoolppl: yeah sure why not
Thedarkromancer: ok
Thedarkromancer: jsut wondeirng
Thedarkromancer: cuz this whole allions thing got blown out tof porportion
onlyforcoolppl: i hate it when you theoretically speak
Thedarkromancer: why?
onlyforcoolppl: well then freaking talk to her or something
onlyforcoolppl: allison
Thedarkromancer: no
Thedarkromancer: she is bad for me....
Thedarkromancer: extrememly bad
onlyforcoolppl: y
onlyforcoolppl: what happened
onlyforcoolppl: talk to me eric
Thedarkromancer: she does things i ahve sworen not to do...
onlyforcoolppl: you want us to be friends so for gods sake talk
Thedarkromancer: i found out some info form her friend who is in creative writing
Thedarkromancer: so no
onlyforcoolppl: i gtg my mom's being annoying
onlyforcoolppl: she's online
Thedarkromancer: lol
Thedarkromancer: k
onlyforcoolppl: call my cell and leave a messsage or leave it in my thing buhbye
onlyforcoolppl: journal being thing
Thedarkromancer: i see
Somebody explain what jsut happened?