May 12, 2005 21:52
This is a direct LJ. People are really confused at why I post so many I HATE THE WORLD, FUCK YOU ALL, AND I HATE EVERYONE's, and I DONT CARE. I post most of this stuff to release tension, and I have embraced my anger and my complete apathy at times. Most of the things I post are not really relevant and are me just bitching about stupid crap that doesnt really matter. Some people are hurt by this or think it is mean. Some people think I am consumed by fear and anger. Let me set the record straight, I have no more anger than other people,I just write about it a lot, I dont really fear anything other than snakes and sometimes bad dreams. And my minor fears dont control me (the ones I havent mentioned, such as relationships in all aspect). I have always tried to strive to be their for the people I care about, maybe I have been bad lately, BUT I CANT BE MS. HAPPY CHIPPER PERSON ALL THE TIME, and people who are that way are not true to themselves. I think this is all I have to say about that issue, so once again I say FUCK YOU WORLD, and YOU CAN ALL ROT IN THE FIERY PITS, J.K.!!!