May 11, 2005 20:09
I have become the heartless bitch again. Its just that I am tired of caring about anything or anyone. My life has been really crazy lately and a lot of my friends have no clue what is really going on. So now, to endure the suffering, I SAY FUCK IT, and I DONT REALLY CARE. People are boring, and self-centered and I dont feel like dealing with that shit. I am so tired of PEOPLE. Yes, I guess that I am pissy. I just can't stand to talk to anyone, except for my friends, anymore. I hate people who judge and evalute every fucking thing I do. I mean hell I know I can be a real dumbass at times, and ditzy for the most part, but that doesnt mean that I am ignorant. I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE. I ALSO HATE THE FACT THAT I DID IT AGAIN. I ALWAYS SEEM TO FUCK MYSELF OVER. oh well, I am crazy, it doesnt matter. I just want to be alone now. EVERYONE CAN FUCK OFF!!!!