wow
i havent updated this shit in forever. im too fucking lazy. im thinking about quitting my job at the elementary school because of drama. time will tell. my little cousin madison split her head open last night at dinner. she was crying so much i was so sad. shes only 2. she spent like 4 hours in the emergency room. beyond all this nonsense and back to what matters. the only person who can make me happy, who is my girlfriend danielle, isnt around right now when i need her. im going to go to la jolla i guess and jump off the cliffs with my friends, maybe watching the sunset will cheer me up. on the other hand watching it alone may sadden me even more.