Its times like these
sometimes i am wondering what the HELL i am doing......why do i feel so lonely and crazy and just soooooo ahhhhhhhh i just don;t know what i want in life....i just need someone here with me right now but no one is awake and i cannot stand this solitude.....i dunno i feel crazy and i just can't stop feeling so damn lonely even if i am in a room full of people. its hard. i can't help but wanna cry every time i am by myself. it sucks alot. i feel so emty and drunken even in teh daylight hours i don't want to wake up i could stay in bed for hours at a time.......even more than my usual sloth that i am so accustomed to. it hurts but it will get better righ?? maybe not