May 20, 2006 16:19
i feel that people..my self included spend so much time looking for the ultimate life and the ultimate friends and lovers. but what if what you have is as good as it get? what if you never get your dream job, but spend your life doing a job that you like and pays the bills? what if you are never as wealthy as your child hood dreams painted in those sunnyday fantasies? what if you are okay with that? what then? i am begining to realize that all the things that i hoped in my life that would be perfect...like my romance novel perfect husband ......and my luxurious life style will be settled with a husband that simply loves me for me and vice versa, but is still full of flaws...because hes human......we are all human and the perfect life that everyone always dream of is truly impossible......you may never be the envy of all you friends and they be more sucessful than you and they may graduate before you and get married and have kids before you but as for me i think i am okay now with my life and if this is as good as it gets.....that will be okay too