Like anyone even reads this
Im seriously sick of everyone blowing me off. Every time i make plans to do something with someone they blow me off. Or forget.. which is even better. I sware no one cares about me anymore. I always get ignored and forgotten. I suppose i should have figured that out when people in my graduating class asked me if i went to OCHSA. Seriously am i that forgetable? Do people hate me so much that they make plans with me and then 2 seconds before were supposed to go somewhere they change their minds and hang out with someone else.
I'm also sick of being bestfriendless. I hate being the only one that has to beg someone to go shopping with them.. or surfing.. or to an effing club. Everyone else has someone to do stuff with on a whim. Not to mention the only person i can complain to is Mitch and hes getting really sick of me now. Thats not good. Every person needs someone to unload too and tell about their problems.. why am i that person for everyone else but when i need it no one is here for me.
I've been really depressed latley. Like seriously i need to see someone about it. I cry for no reason and all that stuff. I'm tired of it. I wish i was introverted and didnt care so much about being around people. Fuck life
I'm also sick of being bestfriendless. I hate being the only one that has to beg someone to go shopping with them.. or surfing.. or to an effing club. Everyone else has someone to do stuff with on a whim. Not to mention the only person i can complain to is Mitch and hes getting really sick of me now. Thats not good. Every person needs someone to unload too and tell about their problems.. why am i that person for everyone else but when i need it no one is here for me.
I've been really depressed latley. Like seriously i need to see someone about it. I cry for no reason and all that stuff. I'm tired of it. I wish i was introverted and didnt care so much about being around people. Fuck life