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I'm changing more and more every day. I keep wanting things to jut go back to "normal" but they will not. That is okay. This is a good thing. I'm not sure which dirction I am headed. I do know that my small every day choices determine whether I change for the good or for the bad. I want to change for the good.
I miss the days when I was around people and didn't feel lonely. I miss the days when I truly thought my existance had an impact on people.
I've been going to church again. It feels good. I've really been working on my relationship with God. I know most of you have little respect for that. Maybe it even gives you a bad taste. I don't care. I have to start existing for a reason. There is a reason I still exists.
I miss the days when I was around people and didn't feel lonely. I miss the days when I truly thought my existance had an impact on people.
I've been going to church again. It feels good. I've really been working on my relationship with God. I know most of you have little respect for that. Maybe it even gives you a bad taste. I don't care. I have to start existing for a reason. There is a reason I still exists.