So, I'm scum.
Hailey...is apparently going back to her ex. That left a big ass gaping hole in my soul like none other. Me and her kinda argued, which was so stupid. I'll try talking with her tomorow, see if I can salvage what we have.I don't wana talk about it.
I got so tore up over Hailey, I decided to mesasage Amanda. She was nicer this time, and we're still talking at this moment. She's still making me feel like shit, talking about the boy she's starting to develop a relationship with, telling me off all the things I've done to her, give her nightmares, made her paranoid, so on. She's making me feel like dog shit, but the abuse is somehow making me feel satisfied, like I can fianlly move on, even thought it hurts so bad.
I feel ill. If you want more details talk to me on msn. im ready now. Keep rocking, guys.
I got so tore up over Hailey, I decided to mesasage Amanda. She was nicer this time, and we're still talking at this moment. She's still making me feel like shit, talking about the boy she's starting to develop a relationship with, telling me off all the things I've done to her, give her nightmares, made her paranoid, so on. She's making me feel like dog shit, but the abuse is somehow making me feel satisfied, like I can fianlly move on, even thought it hurts so bad.
I feel ill. If you want more details talk to me on msn. im ready now. Keep rocking, guys.