I can't wait for you to shut me up.
So, nothing really to say, so I'll just post some random thoughts.
Gotta quit smoking.
I suck with the ladies. I've tried every approach, being chivalrous, being a dick, being myself, lying about who I am, giving the girl unbound attention, almost ignoring her, and every girls responds differently, and nothing works and is concrete. People say you should stick with being yourself, and I've found that I've met the best girls for me this way, but once I have a girl interested in me I don't know what to say or how to act. Funny, after 18 years and a decent ammount of companions I still have no clue about how to approach or talk to a girl.
I hate beer. Tastes gross and doesn't work fast enough. Gimmie everclear and a sunkist chaser any day.
It's hilarious. I'm rolling in the irony of me joining the Marines, the toughest, strictest military force in the world, but I love being lazy and only applying myself when I have to. Hey, 13 years of school beats laziness into everyone. Hopefuly 13 weeks of boot camp kills all that. =)
"If you love her, treat her right." Wish I had heeded the words of this song months ago.
Getting another ingrown toenail. Gotta put up with it for a week longer. It's bleeding like none other, man. Had to run with it the other day durring the physical part of my last Marine meeting. Ran a mile and a half in around 11 min, which is really good, considering I had an ingrown toenail, been smoking a lot lately, and I was keeping up with the track kids. I'm a fucking ninja, bitch, recognize! Imagine if I had been in top form! I'm very proud of how I did. I also got 7 chin ups, which is 2 more than my usual. Damn good, considering Seth and Jeremy get around 4 on average, and Nate gets none. Nate is a big guy with more to lift, but he can do it, I have faith in him. Mind over matter. Gotta block out all the pain and disbelief, then you can accomplish anything.
"How does it feel to treat me like you do?"
"I hope the junkyard a few blocks from here, some day burns down. And the rising black smoke carries me far away, and I never come back to this town again, in my life. I hope I lie. And tell everyone you were a good wife. And I hope you die. I hope we both die."--Pretty good break up song. I love singing this with Seth. What a swell guy.-- "I hope when you think of me years down the line, you can't think of one good thing to say. And I hope if I find the strength to walk out, you'll stay the hell outta my way."
"I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes, I have to turn my head until my darkness goes." Ok, so I've been hanging out with the guys more lately, and we go crusing like any other teens do. And every guy I've crusied around with, from Seth, Garrett, and Nate, to even Sergeant Hellinger, they all spot every hot chick walking along or doing whatever and do cat calls and make lewd comments. Now, I knew guys did this, but damn, its insane, its like some strange cult meeting in the car when a girl walks by. See, before I really rode around, I never even noticed hot chicks while driving around. I never looked for em, I would just notice em, take note about it in my brain, and move on. I'd look out the window, and this would be my general thought process: Tree, car...bush, house, hot chick...bus...streetlight...so on. Apparently, most guys work like this: Wheres the hot chicks?! WHERE!? Theres one! Initiate "HOLLA!" mode! Damn, girl! Come get a mouthful!
......Lol, I dunno, but that's just not me. Makes me feel weird, like I'm not quite manly enough, so I play along when the guys and holla along. Listen, it's not that I don't find the chicks hot, thats most certainly not the problem! =) I just don't feel right acting like an animal like that, makes me feel stupid and bestial, and like another guy cliche. I'm an old fashoined guy I guess. I'm all about being romantic and sweet. Guess thats my problem with the ladies. My dating style needs to evolve to meet todays standards of looks being all-important and corny one liners replacing novels of love poems and oaths of ever-lasting dedication. It's all about sex now and questions later. Fuck sex, lol.
I think I've posted this before, but honestly, it's worth reposting. Sex is boring, lol. Sure, its fun for the moment it happens, but afterwards you realize what a stupid waste of time it was, and you realize it wasn't as fun as it's cracked up to be. Hell, I dunno, maybe I just suck at doing it, or my partner(s) sucked. (you don't get to know how many I've been with!) =p But I'm not just talking about sex, I mean oral and everything else. It's too much hassle, what with the condoms and worrying about STD's and babies, and it's just too much stress and shit for something that isn't really worth it. I'd prefer a back massage and some good food with someone I love over some wild one night stand any day. Am I weird for thinking all of this?
Well, I'm gonna go. Hope you got some insight on who I am from my rants, lol. See, I don't believe many people know who I really am. I suppose It'd be afully hard to read me thru my ninja fanaticism and my happy go lucky nature...with the occasional raging oubursts, haha. But I like to think I'm a sweet guy with a heart of gold and a foul mouth. Keep rocking, folks.
Gotta quit smoking.
I suck with the ladies. I've tried every approach, being chivalrous, being a dick, being myself, lying about who I am, giving the girl unbound attention, almost ignoring her, and every girls responds differently, and nothing works and is concrete. People say you should stick with being yourself, and I've found that I've met the best girls for me this way, but once I have a girl interested in me I don't know what to say or how to act. Funny, after 18 years and a decent ammount of companions I still have no clue about how to approach or talk to a girl.
I hate beer. Tastes gross and doesn't work fast enough. Gimmie everclear and a sunkist chaser any day.
It's hilarious. I'm rolling in the irony of me joining the Marines, the toughest, strictest military force in the world, but I love being lazy and only applying myself when I have to. Hey, 13 years of school beats laziness into everyone. Hopefuly 13 weeks of boot camp kills all that. =)
"If you love her, treat her right." Wish I had heeded the words of this song months ago.
Getting another ingrown toenail. Gotta put up with it for a week longer. It's bleeding like none other, man. Had to run with it the other day durring the physical part of my last Marine meeting. Ran a mile and a half in around 11 min, which is really good, considering I had an ingrown toenail, been smoking a lot lately, and I was keeping up with the track kids. I'm a fucking ninja, bitch, recognize! Imagine if I had been in top form! I'm very proud of how I did. I also got 7 chin ups, which is 2 more than my usual. Damn good, considering Seth and Jeremy get around 4 on average, and Nate gets none. Nate is a big guy with more to lift, but he can do it, I have faith in him. Mind over matter. Gotta block out all the pain and disbelief, then you can accomplish anything.
"How does it feel to treat me like you do?"
"I hope the junkyard a few blocks from here, some day burns down. And the rising black smoke carries me far away, and I never come back to this town again, in my life. I hope I lie. And tell everyone you were a good wife. And I hope you die. I hope we both die."--Pretty good break up song. I love singing this with Seth. What a swell guy.-- "I hope when you think of me years down the line, you can't think of one good thing to say. And I hope if I find the strength to walk out, you'll stay the hell outta my way."
"I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes, I have to turn my head until my darkness goes." Ok, so I've been hanging out with the guys more lately, and we go crusing like any other teens do. And every guy I've crusied around with, from Seth, Garrett, and Nate, to even Sergeant Hellinger, they all spot every hot chick walking along or doing whatever and do cat calls and make lewd comments. Now, I knew guys did this, but damn, its insane, its like some strange cult meeting in the car when a girl walks by. See, before I really rode around, I never even noticed hot chicks while driving around. I never looked for em, I would just notice em, take note about it in my brain, and move on. I'd look out the window, and this would be my general thought process: Tree, car...bush, house, hot chick...bus...streetlight...so on. Apparently, most guys work like this: Wheres the hot chicks?! WHERE!? Theres one! Initiate "HOLLA!" mode! Damn, girl! Come get a mouthful!
......Lol, I dunno, but that's just not me. Makes me feel weird, like I'm not quite manly enough, so I play along when the guys and holla along. Listen, it's not that I don't find the chicks hot, thats most certainly not the problem! =) I just don't feel right acting like an animal like that, makes me feel stupid and bestial, and like another guy cliche. I'm an old fashoined guy I guess. I'm all about being romantic and sweet. Guess thats my problem with the ladies. My dating style needs to evolve to meet todays standards of looks being all-important and corny one liners replacing novels of love poems and oaths of ever-lasting dedication. It's all about sex now and questions later. Fuck sex, lol.
I think I've posted this before, but honestly, it's worth reposting. Sex is boring, lol. Sure, its fun for the moment it happens, but afterwards you realize what a stupid waste of time it was, and you realize it wasn't as fun as it's cracked up to be. Hell, I dunno, maybe I just suck at doing it, or my partner(s) sucked. (you don't get to know how many I've been with!) =p But I'm not just talking about sex, I mean oral and everything else. It's too much hassle, what with the condoms and worrying about STD's and babies, and it's just too much stress and shit for something that isn't really worth it. I'd prefer a back massage and some good food with someone I love over some wild one night stand any day. Am I weird for thinking all of this?
Well, I'm gonna go. Hope you got some insight on who I am from my rants, lol. See, I don't believe many people know who I really am. I suppose It'd be afully hard to read me thru my ninja fanaticism and my happy go lucky nature...with the occasional raging oubursts, haha. But I like to think I'm a sweet guy with a heart of gold and a foul mouth. Keep rocking, folks.