I could be just like you

[punkpandas]

Today was boring and kind of sucked. I was wicked tired and i was totally numb. So gym we played tennis and I totally sucked. I just wanted to colasps. I couldn't feel my legs and I was just blah. Lunch Eric and Dustin weren't there and nothing really happened. I did actually eat somthing. Which I kinda wish I didn't now since I just now gorged

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[anonymous]

I understand how you feel i do. And im sorry for being harsh. i am. i was just writing and didnt really realize how harsh i really was. Im sorry. Dont hate me. I just hate to see that people with such good hearts and personality do such terrible things like cut and purge and stuff like that. I wasnt trying to be mean. I'm sorry that i came across this way. I just dont want you to hurt yourself to the point of no return. I know how hard it is to stop. Believe me i've been trying for years. Im just sorry that i ranted on you. Sorry. Please dont hate me. I just want to see you okay. An i know it'll take some time, but somehow i know you'll get better and move past this. And eric is a large help, this i know. He helped me too. He's a great friend. And is an amazing help when he's not even trying.
And no this isnt Amy. Im not amy. sorry to disapoint. lol. And heres a hint. Next time you feel like doing anything like cutting or throwing up, just call eric or write. I sometimes just cry. Crying helps a lot. Especially when you have a lot on your mind. Writing helps too. And having really good friends, is a great help too. And eric is an amazing friend. And sweetie, you dont need to purge and stuff like that, your beautiful the way you are. And if anyone doesnt realize this then their assholes. Like a lot of the world. lol. So just remember, write, call an amazing friend, or just cry. Either way anything is better then cutting. And just in case your thinking this isnt eric or alana either. And please dont be mad at me. I am sorry for being so harsh i wasnt trying to be. sorry. dont hate me.

[punkpandas]

Thank you alot. And don't be sorry. You told me stuff I already knew and everything you said is true or practically true. what you said helps alot. Like I'm glad you told me I needed to hear it. Your really sweet to say all these thing and I'm really working on getting back on track I haven't cut in 8 days and I'm doing really well. I'm glad to kno you care. And I care about you to even if i'm not totally positive on who this is.
Is this Jackie? And if its not I'd really like to kno. I don't hate you, i'm not mad. I would like to become better friends with you and get to kno you better.