wow today sucked and rocked all at the same time
Ok so school was okay. I was proud of myself, i finally can hit the tennis ball and I can serve pretty well. And algebra was halarious. Then Lunch was the same. pretty funny. Walked back up and went to band. After band when we were in the insterment closet thingy Jordan was pissing me off! I wanted to kill him. He kept trying to kiss me and shit and hug me and tickle me and i wasn't in the mood and i was just getting ticked. I told him to stop but he wouldn't so Eric pulled me over to me and had his arm around me. He kept me close to him just to make sure Jordan wouldn't bug me which was really sweet. so we walked up together and then in World History I had a test which I think I did good on. Was on the bus and talked to Eric and Jessica. Went home and had three hot dogs and then I went. My mom heard me gaging. I thought I was going to die when she knocked on the door. I managed to convince her I had a piece of food stuck in my throat. So I managed to get away with it that time. So then I went to the football game. After the warm up and stuff we went inside cuz it started raining. Eric noticed something was up so i told him that I almost ended up back in therapy and ended up being grounded in a matter of like 5 seconds. He thought they caught me cutting but I told him it wasn't cutting and after a few minutes of him trying to get me to tell him I finally told him about my eating disorders. He of course asked me why and shit. He couldn't find a seat and I was sitting in a chair in the back corner of the room the band was in. I wanted to disapear so I pulled him ontop of me to sit and I burried my face in his back and he slowly turned sideways so he could look and talk to me. He asked if I'd be okay and I said i would be fine. He got up and played cards and I was hanging out with dustin, amy, adam, liz, and some other girl I forget her name. we were playing with lighters and shit. Then I went outside with eric and found alana. I gave her a hug and told her about my mom. She made me laugh and gave me lots of hugs and kisses. She made me feel alot better and mostly because she was holding me so much. It's nice to be held once in a while when ur upset. so we hung out all night. Eric has a nice ass me and alana were grabing his ass. it was fun and funny. So even in the rain we still played in the half time show. I was front row and the back person. so i was on the right and I led for part of Bohimian Rapsody. During Touch me, me and KC were dirty danceing with each other it was fun. We put our instruments away I hung out with alan for a bit and then hung out with Raquel. Then she, tina i'm not postive this is her name, and chelsey got kicked outta the band section. So I hung out with Eric and he was really hyper. So we were just goofing off. Then Alana came and was keeping me warm and i was in my white tee shirt in the pouring rain so yea. Then other people came, alan had her hand on my ass and was giving me love taps and kisses. ^^ Yea in the middle of Eric playing me and alana grabbed his ass ot was funny. The whole time me and alan were like arrousing the guys by kissing each other it was funny. Eric was halarious he was so hyper he should be like that more often. But yea, Jordan kissed Chelsey on the lips which hes done to me so I really didn't care. And Sean asked KC out, I think they'd be cute but she just has to be carefull with him. So Chelseys brother finally came like 10 min after the game. Went to my house so i could get some dry clothes and then we went to her house and made some food. and now I am wicked tired and I am going to bed. Tomarrow I might hang out with Alana, we may go to the movies or sutin. it'll be fun ^^