Oct 11, 2004 14:13
Ok so yesterday me, chelsey and jody went to the hampton shops and went out for lunch. We had a nice conversation and then Jody brought us to the mall. It was fun. We played DDR untill I almost passed out and I bought pink fuzzy handcuffs!! Oh and Jody, Chelseys mom said I didn't have to worry about the wine glass. It was cheap. After the mall I went home and took a shower and hung out in my room. I was lying there thinking about everything. Like what happened to Liz, cuz I found out she started cutting again. and about eric and evrything thats happened and I was getting really emo. And i kept thinking that i'm unstable and shit. and I just didn't want to think and I carved unstable into my leg. Eric is going to be really upset but oh well I felt alot better after.
Today My mom and pete brought me and chelsey out to eat at Red Pock. It was yummy and then they brought us to mini golf and a corn maze. Kinda corny but it was sorta fun. it was nice it kept my mind busy. So we went home, dropped chelsey off and i finshed my homework. Pete fixed the computer and it is in my room! So i'm happy about that.
I hope Eric doesn't get to mad at me. I kno I'm gonna tell him. I can't lie to him. For some reason I just can't. I can lie to anyone else but him. Well as long as he doesn't ignore me all day like he did last week i'll be fine.