bored and underwhelmed..
hubby still sleeping, kiddo in bed, and i'm bored..wanna go do something..last place i wanna be on a friday night is stuck at home with no one to talk to and nothing to get my rocks off with...tempted to take car and drive down the street to see what my friends are up to...haven't seen them in a little over a week now..wondering what's going on? dare i take the car and split for a while? come on, it's just down the street, what could it hurt? but then i'd have to deal with the man getting his undies up in a bunch over it if he were to wake up and find me gone...he's so used to having me here..maybe he needs a bit of a shock...hmm....i must think on this some more, but must decide what i'm gonna do before it's too late..or maybe i should eat some mint chocolate ice cream...i've already had four slices of pizza...should i gorge myself tonight or not? i feel the need to gorge on something..i need something in the way of fuel for my fucked up psyche....maybe i need to fuck again...