Another stupid rant for another stupid day
Why should I get upset over something so stupid? Why the fuck do I have to be so damn emo about it? I'm either pissed off, or so upset I am going to cry. Over some stupid contest, that I just had some stupid hope of winning. I work my ass off to do a good job, just me versus this other guy, and then out of the blue, last fucking minute, 3 people join. Now I doubt that I am actually going to win. I never fucking win anything, why did I even have the hope of winning to begin with?