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I think a lot.
And Ive been thinking about how cool it is that I ended up with one of my best friends.
He stuck by me even when I fucked up the most.
When I broke up with people in the cliqe of friends and dated someone totally out of the norm..
He was still there for me...even when everyone else wasnt.
And when I totally just stopped talking to everyone..for months even.
He didnt hold it against me. He just talked to me like it was another day.
We partied. And we also had serious talks.
And then one day..he conviced me that I deserve much much better..and he offered to take me in for free.
And we became 2 of the awesomest people..no matter what anyone says.
Cause we're good Great for each other.
And I didnt have to go thru all the akward shit when you first start dating someone to try and figure out who they are cause i already know him.
He takes wonderful care of me. And he's always there to let me bitch...but he doesnt just listen...he offers reasonable advice..because he knows. He's been where Ive been. He was there when I was where I was.
And I love him for that. And I love him for everything he does for me.
Our tickle fights are my favorite...cause he totally demolishes me.
Its hard to have a tickle fight when the other person isnt tickle-ish.
I love how he lives life so stress free. Because its teaching me to be stress free.
And I need that now more than anything in the world.
"Have you eaten today? Dont lie to me"
"yea...chicken nuggets.."
"how many? 2?"
"10 thank you.."
"well..your gonna order something.."
Or when Id come home from work all crapped out...and he'd walk in with dinner.
fucking fantastic.
And the only thing I can think of the get the point across to all of you is a song...that I listen to in the morning..just to remind me of how much he means to me.
I never had no one, I could count on
I been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin', So tired of searchin'
Till' you walked into my life
It was a feelin', I've never known
For the first time, I didn't feel alone
Your more than a lover, there could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh, we just get closer, I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don't know where I'd be, without you hear with me
Life with you makes perfect sense, Your my best friend
Your my best friend
You stand by me, And you believe in me
Like nobody every has
When my world goes crazy, Your right there to save me
You make me see how much I have
I still tremble when we touch
Oh, the look in your eyes, When we make love
Your more than a lover, there could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh, we just get closer, I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don't know where I'd be, without you hear with me
Life with you makes perfect sense, Your my best friend
Your my best friend
You know whats funnier?
Being in public places...and he acts like he abuses me...
We were in food lion once...and he was like
"Bitch..you best watch your tone...you'll find it kinda hard to suck food thru a straw"
And some old lady and the cashier just turned and looked..and it was so hard to keep a straight face.
We laughed our asses off in the car.
So now we make a point to do it in any public place we go...not for the satisfaction for other people..but because we both find it humorous
(no...i am in no way what so ever condoning domestic violence and no...matt would never do that)..or would he...haha.
I think Im done now..Im actually kinda hungry...sooooooo...
food then work.
And Ive been thinking about how cool it is that I ended up with one of my best friends.
He stuck by me even when I fucked up the most.
When I broke up with people in the cliqe of friends and dated someone totally out of the norm..
He was still there for me...even when everyone else wasnt.
And when I totally just stopped talking to everyone..for months even.
He didnt hold it against me. He just talked to me like it was another day.
We partied. And we also had serious talks.
And then one day..he conviced me that I deserve much much better..and he offered to take me in for free.
And we became 2 of the awesomest people..no matter what anyone says.
Cause we're good Great for each other.
And I didnt have to go thru all the akward shit when you first start dating someone to try and figure out who they are cause i already know him.
He takes wonderful care of me. And he's always there to let me bitch...but he doesnt just listen...he offers reasonable advice..because he knows. He's been where Ive been. He was there when I was where I was.
And I love him for that. And I love him for everything he does for me.
Our tickle fights are my favorite...cause he totally demolishes me.
Its hard to have a tickle fight when the other person isnt tickle-ish.
I love how he lives life so stress free. Because its teaching me to be stress free.
And I need that now more than anything in the world.
"Have you eaten today? Dont lie to me"
"yea...chicken nuggets.."
"how many? 2?"
"10 thank you.."
"well..your gonna order something.."
Or when Id come home from work all crapped out...and he'd walk in with dinner.
fucking fantastic.
And the only thing I can think of the get the point across to all of you is a song...that I listen to in the morning..just to remind me of how much he means to me.
I never had no one, I could count on
I been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin', So tired of searchin'
Till' you walked into my life
It was a feelin', I've never known
For the first time, I didn't feel alone
Your more than a lover, there could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh, we just get closer, I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don't know where I'd be, without you hear with me
Life with you makes perfect sense, Your my best friend
Your my best friend
You stand by me, And you believe in me
Like nobody every has
When my world goes crazy, Your right there to save me
You make me see how much I have
I still tremble when we touch
Oh, the look in your eyes, When we make love
Your more than a lover, there could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh, we just get closer, I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don't know where I'd be, without you hear with me
Life with you makes perfect sense, Your my best friend
Your my best friend
You know whats funnier?
Being in public places...and he acts like he abuses me...
We were in food lion once...and he was like
"Bitch..you best watch your tone...you'll find it kinda hard to suck food thru a straw"
And some old lady and the cashier just turned and looked..and it was so hard to keep a straight face.
We laughed our asses off in the car.
So now we make a point to do it in any public place we go...not for the satisfaction for other people..but because we both find it humorous
(no...i am in no way what so ever condoning domestic violence and no...matt would never do that)..or would he...haha.
I think Im done now..Im actually kinda hungry...sooooooo...
food then work.