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My timing always seems to be horrible. I feel as though no one in the world functions at the same level as I do. It makes me feel lonely at times. I'm tired of being nothing more than a pretty face. There are feelings behind these walls that I put up and they are hurt easily. A few hours of feeling good again has now lead to days of confusion and mixed emotions...is this all really worth it? Maybe I should just stop making rash decisions, but it is hard to stop something one you've built up the momentum. I'm such a fucking idiot...