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Jun 25, 2005 17:19

It fucking hurts. I thought I was over it but I'm not and it fucking hurts! I just want a friendship back. Just a simple "How are you" would be fine. But he doesn't care! He never did. And it just fucking hurts! He won't care even if he did know how bad I felt. He's so much happier with me out of his life. With HER back in it.

I fucked it up again! I'll always fuck things up! I even fucked up by being me. By being the person I decided to be. I fucked up five years ago. I fucked up 18 years ago. I fucked up now.

He was my Adrian. The guy that was just like Adrian. He was my Laura. And it just fucking hurts!
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