Jun 25, 2005 17:11
It kills her each day to drive around listening to that certain music. She cries as she passes that certain spot. It kills her on the inside to know that rejection was committed. He was her everything. He didn't even realize it. Her world is empty now without him. He didn't want to accept the appology and just be her friend. In his mind, she was worthless. Just a waste of time. He didn't want her in his life. He was happy, but he didn't know how bad it killed her on the inside. How horrible she felt waking up the next day knowing that her world was empty now. He was everything to her.. everything. Just having that friendship back would mean so much to her. He didn't want it though. He was happier without her. He always will be.
She killed herself because of the loss she made. Because of the mistakes.
He never knew how bad she hurt.