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why do i feel like crying all the time?
whenever i DO cry, i feel like a complete idiot and stop. then i remember that i FEEL like crying. so i start. and stop.
i feel like i have no valid reason to be sad.
i am normal. i have things that a lot of people don't have.
i have food. clothing. water. an education. some sort of friends. a bed. the essentials.
but then.
i would give almost anything to have a normal family. my old friends. my old happiness.
but then.
i can't have all that.
so i shall try not to cry. because i am alive and well.
and i shall try not to be miserable, because there are people in this world who love me.
and people who i love.
jen
whenever i DO cry, i feel like a complete idiot and stop. then i remember that i FEEL like crying. so i start. and stop.
i feel like i have no valid reason to be sad.
i am normal. i have things that a lot of people don't have.
i have food. clothing. water. an education. some sort of friends. a bed. the essentials.
but then.
i would give almost anything to have a normal family. my old friends. my old happiness.
but then.
i can't have all that.
so i shall try not to cry. because i am alive and well.
and i shall try not to be miserable, because there are people in this world who love me.
and people who i love.
jen