(no subject)
wow, so ive decided to write in my journal once more. i suppose that it is time to actually express my thoughts in a better way than bottling them up. I think that for a long time i didnt think i needed to let them out but for some reason i cant seem to feel normal if i dont express them properly. Perhaps this will help.
As of recently ive been going through some sort of living arrangement dilema. As of yet, Daniel has denied moving to Austin with me. I would be smart not to take that as an insult because to be quite honest I think he would prefer to be a dirty,misbehaved college student. Which I do understand. Dont like, but do understand. I assume that by August I will find someone who will be wanting to live downtown with me. As of now prospects dont seem to be coming at me in numerous amounts. I suppose I dont mind the wait, but I cant stand the uncertainty. This sort of stuff always makes me nervous. Not knowing where im going to live,who im going to be living with. Its almost like torture, waiting and waiting. Such things could drive a person crazy(a person like me at least).
On the school front things are looking dim. Once again ive realized that i am missing more classes than im supposed to have and that is really angering me, TREMENDOUSLY. Everytime I go to the counselor they tell me a different story about my spanish credits. I guess they are the ones that need to get their facts straight. As for now i will be the one paying the price for their poor communication skills. This is where I go postal on the people who have so much control over my eduacation it makes me ill.
As for My life outside of school, I bought $100 running shoes that are too big for my feet,so I must return them. But if I continue to run with my bad shoes I dont think my knees will take kindly to that decision. So much thought goes into running shoes.I never thought that the way your shoes fit affect the way your body feels after a run. I do love running though, as of late it has become my outlet, to release pent up frustration.
Okay well, I have run out of words in my head, so i guess this is my time to stop typing.
Hope to write again soon.
As of recently ive been going through some sort of living arrangement dilema. As of yet, Daniel has denied moving to Austin with me. I would be smart not to take that as an insult because to be quite honest I think he would prefer to be a dirty,misbehaved college student. Which I do understand. Dont like, but do understand. I assume that by August I will find someone who will be wanting to live downtown with me. As of now prospects dont seem to be coming at me in numerous amounts. I suppose I dont mind the wait, but I cant stand the uncertainty. This sort of stuff always makes me nervous. Not knowing where im going to live,who im going to be living with. Its almost like torture, waiting and waiting. Such things could drive a person crazy(a person like me at least).
On the school front things are looking dim. Once again ive realized that i am missing more classes than im supposed to have and that is really angering me, TREMENDOUSLY. Everytime I go to the counselor they tell me a different story about my spanish credits. I guess they are the ones that need to get their facts straight. As for now i will be the one paying the price for their poor communication skills. This is where I go postal on the people who have so much control over my eduacation it makes me ill.
As for My life outside of school, I bought $100 running shoes that are too big for my feet,so I must return them. But if I continue to run with my bad shoes I dont think my knees will take kindly to that decision. So much thought goes into running shoes.I never thought that the way your shoes fit affect the way your body feels after a run. I do love running though, as of late it has become my outlet, to release pent up frustration.
Okay well, I have run out of words in my head, so i guess this is my time to stop typing.
Hope to write again soon.