Jan 29, 2005 11:25
2 days later and I'm ok. I guess I'm gonna get through this after all. Thank God for my friends because if not fot them then I'd be really messed up. But I'm still hurting ya know but that's ok. It's gonna take time. What gets me is I'll be totally fine and then I'll go somewhere and see all this Valentine's stuff and people acting all "lovey dovey" and then it hits me like a 400 pound football player. But I'm trying not to focus on that too much.
On another note I do need someone to go to Cancun with. My mom had initially planned for me and my ex to go but since that ain't happening I need a partner in crime down there. Only catch is that all u need to pay for would be the plane tix which is like $400. I know it's short notice for that amount of money but it's a really really nice place to go and u wouldn't have to pay for the hotel which is pimped out. But if anyone doesn't end up going I guess I'll just go by myself whcih is not what I want but I need to get out of here. So if anyone is interested give me a ring on my cell or message me on aim at Iczecold.