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I don't even know where to begin. Well we finally had our talk. U know the one to decide where we stand. And it turns out the ever infamous "friends" card was played again folks. So I guess now that it's over I'll give u guys the full rundown story. Last semester me and my gf were really close. We worked together. Did a lot of things on the weekends. I was over there all the time. But all this time im thinking I have a really good thing going for me. I mean we had a good time when i was over. Hung out. Watched movies. Laughed. Really clicked together. But unfortunately that's not what she was thinkin all along. I just found out that because I was over there so much that she lost interest in me and started seeing me as a friend instead of a bf. And that's basically how that story ends. how do I feel? i'm hurt. hurts like hell. But I am not going to let this be the end of me. Sure we can be friends. but it's gonna be awhile before me and her can be kool. I have to get rid of these emotions that I have for her since she so willingly gave up those she had for me. Personally I think there's more to it then just me coming over a lot. There's gotta be more to her breaking up with me. It can't just go from good to worse. Doesn't add up. But that's cool ya know because a relationship is built on trust. And if she couldn't trust me enough to be up front with me then what kind of relationship was that leading to anyways? I said im hurting but honestly im a little more upset then hurt. It's like I didn't even get a chance to try to make things better. How cruel is that? But that's alright. Im gonna look at this as a learning experience. I'm gonna move on because I do believe one day my heart will find peace...