im dead......as says my journal
ok so now i am updating.............muhaaaa...... this sucks, boy zach has his moments to where he is an ass but hes straightend up the past couple days, hes shown to me that hes worthy. well amber doesnt think so, and everyone knows that i fall for guys stupid shit. i hope he isnt lying to me cuz ill be torn apart. well anyways whats up in my life.ok so now im a whore, i supposedly sucked mike wood off and almost had sex with him, well thats a big fat NO! ya we kissed, i felt guilty and ya we layed in the same bed together, WITH joe AND anna right next to us, so that wouldve given me no time to suck him off or almost have sex with him, i was trying to sleep and he wouldnt leave me alone so i left and slept in the living room, when i wasnt in the room i was with sarah the whole time. so no im not a whore, and yes me and zach have had our times, but thats my time, no one elses so no one needs to be worrying about what IM DOING! who i do stuff with is my business, unless it involves a girls b/f and she has a right to know, which i wouldnt do in the first place if i knew the guy had a g/f so im a pretty loyal gal to my girls. well humm what a day. my mom flipped out on me, for what i have no clue, just cuz my brother had a b ball game at 8 AT EIGHT!! so that was lame, i was scared outta my mind what ashley told me, i was about to cry, and plus i missed my doctors appointment. im soo disapointed in myself but its like hey what can u do right? well i keep to my self and my friends, dont talk shit about others, but its like hey mallory isnt talking shit about me so we should talk shit about her........blah blah blah this year better go fucking better!!! i love old school mest, they are soo awesome, everytime i hear them i think of the happiest time of my life when i was once again with an ass. man i need to go to someone who will treat me right, but as i say and everyone else does im fuckin stupid. muhhhaaaa. well me and my BOYFRIEND need to go on a stalking rage and go to our spot, like we used to i miss us boyfriend! friends fo life gangsta! well muhhaaa im done this is it for now, u probably wont hear from me in a while