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man im dead as my live journal says. live journal just in general lately hasnt been so lively, not as often updates as i would expect.somesthing is wrong with me, seriously. i havent been wanted to hang out with anyone lately not EVEN nathen. i just wanna stay home. well i had to go to the doctors today and get blood drawn. results by saturday! ahh no i want them now. im scared. im a loser. ahh anyways. i told nathen i love him. whoa that was weird. i do. honestly i could see us together for a long long time if not forever. well im gonna go im off to bed once again, sleeping way too much. nathen brought me pizza for lunch today and i told him to put it in the fridge then i rolled over and he left. he knows theres something wrong with me. but neither of us know what it is. i only say him for 10 mins yesterday that was weird. im insane.