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Of course the first day of autumn is much warmer than the last days of summer. Crazy.
One week of classes has gone by, and I already feel like a new person. Not necessarily new, but refreshed. I feel cleansed of all my worries and fears. Of course new fears and worries will rise up, but I know how to defeat them now. And I have my Ashley to thank for that. God do I miss her. Out of all the obstacles I have come accross so far, not being with her has been the greatest challenge. We stick together though, nothing can stop us. We've been to hell, and had our moments in heaven, all in search for want we truly want. Life.
I feel like I have more control in my life now than ever. I always, always felt strong and in control, but now I feel like I have a clearer mind and mission. That control and strength is meaningless if you have nothing to do with it. That's why I'm here. That's why I'm moving forward. And I'll always have my mind on the present more so than the past or future. And I always have Ashley on my mind.
Dangerous territory lies ahead, but I am ready. We are ready.
There's no turning back now.