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I think I may be falling in love with him. Is that even possible. I've known him for 7 weeks. I'm pretty sure she has a crush on him. She’s thin amazingly tiny and beautiful and confident (but not with the whole relationship thing) and basically just better than me. I've had a lot more experience in the relationship area but I can't seem to make myself make an effort. I don't think anything will ever happen between them. They have nothing in common they are too different. She’s very religious, thinks it is wrong to drink, doesn't believe in sex before marriage and has no experience with guy friendships and so can be very awkward. and he's a weed smoking porn loving alcoholic. His flatmate/best friend hinted that he was going to make a move on me. I pretended to have not notice his several unsubtle. I haven't seen him for about a week even though I've been dragged to his flat almost everyday. I miss his sarcasm. But have decided to do nothing about I need to sort out my life.
My goal for this week is to live not just drift through. Notice what the things going on around me and take action on my emotions and not suppress them. I will attempt to go jogging everyday this week and do an hr workout on top. My eating has been erratic so I need the exercise. I will start studying, because the way I'm going I'm heading for a fail.
My goal for this week is to live not just drift through. Notice what the things going on around me and take action on my emotions and not suppress them. I will attempt to go jogging everyday this week and do an hr workout on top. My eating has been erratic so I need the exercise. I will start studying, because the way I'm going I'm heading for a fail.