oh for gods sake
Reasons why i don't have a webcam and shouldn't be allowed near one;
Ugly faces with no makeup and yesterdays clothes. I'm disgusting.
In other news, i can't stop stressing about the exams. And the more i stress, the less work i do. So i'm not making things any better.
I'm in a bad mood all the fucking time. I get headaches, i feel sick (because i'm making myself sick,) my teeth are falling out, i'm stressed to fucking hell and back. I don't know if i mentioned one of my bottom side teeth completely cracking in half. This was about two or three weeks ago now. I was eating a slice of toast and it just fell apart. WHAT THE FUCK. So anyway, it turns out the tooth is completely death and i need root canal treatment to try and save the tooth. The only other option is to just pull it out, but i said no because it'll be pretty visible. Fucking greaaat. And you know what the worst part of it all is? I know that the reason all this shit is happening is my fault. I did it. And it didn't make any difference because i'm still back where i started.
HAPPY DAYS.
I just wish i was at Leeds right now, instead of this shithol where i have to endure the stress, the depression, the blank and zero emotion of living in this house. The only thing that keeps me sane is Tom, really.
Oh will, it'll pass. As long as i pass. Which means i better do some revision, doesn't it?