Mar 01, 2005 23:20
so this has probally been the sadest day of my life. when i left for college, i was hesterically crying saying my goodbyes to all of my friends at home, never in my life would i have ever thought i would be worse leaving this place. i have met so many amazing people that its acctaully breaking my heart to leave. but it was also breaking my heart to stay. i just wish i can take these girls that have became my best friends home with me. some live so far, and t hurts to know i wont see them every day. im the first to leave. its depressing. ive gotten letters today and ive cried. i didnt realize what an impact i have had in this hallway. "your the smile, your the laugh in this hall"...when i heard that i broke down an cried. you get so attached living with thse 19 girls. you see each other in every condition, share a bathroom, wake up with each other...it just wont be the same. i honestly loved my college expierence and i do not regret coming here, it gave me memories i will never forget, and i developed friends that i see in my wedding party. however, im so fucking excited to be back home...24 hours biotch <#