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Well the degree of interesting definitely has not changed since the weekend, in fact it may have stepped up a bit. Clauses of things I could say, and paragraphs of things I wont, but life is definitely very very interesting.
And it is interesting on another level because my father and stepmother are getting divorced, and my mother and her boyfriend are getting married.
Furthermore, I have decided, probably for close to the last time, if not the last, that I give up on Dana. I want to extend the olive branch and be friends. I feel like that much time together means we should at least have a chance at being friends. And I know I fucked that up before, but I only had a few weeks to accept that change, she had months. I do not want any relationship of mine, especially one that seemed so serious to me to end the way this one has up to this point. And I know we could be friends were the circumstance given because I no longer have any romantic interest in her at all. It is solely about wanting to only remember my relationships well and keep friends. But if she cannot be mature about this and be my friend then what am I really missing out on?
It sucks that only now am I starting to realize how much of a maturity gap there really is between some college freshman and some high school seniors. This same gap exists even in some college freshman and some college freshman, but I feel like I have missed out on some good times here this year. I still need to move on somewhere else next year, I just wish this year, or at least living on campus this year, would last a little longer.
And it is interesting on another level because my father and stepmother are getting divorced, and my mother and her boyfriend are getting married.
Furthermore, I have decided, probably for close to the last time, if not the last, that I give up on Dana. I want to extend the olive branch and be friends. I feel like that much time together means we should at least have a chance at being friends. And I know I fucked that up before, but I only had a few weeks to accept that change, she had months. I do not want any relationship of mine, especially one that seemed so serious to me to end the way this one has up to this point. And I know we could be friends were the circumstance given because I no longer have any romantic interest in her at all. It is solely about wanting to only remember my relationships well and keep friends. But if she cannot be mature about this and be my friend then what am I really missing out on?
It sucks that only now am I starting to realize how much of a maturity gap there really is between some college freshman and some high school seniors. This same gap exists even in some college freshman and some college freshman, but I feel like I have missed out on some good times here this year. I still need to move on somewhere else next year, I just wish this year, or at least living on campus this year, would last a little longer.