Teh Postings
Once again, its been a few days since Ive posted. Um, lets see, new developments....Im going to Korea in a few days. I was the man of honor at my friend Devans wedding. That was pretty cool! I was dressed in a tux that made me look sharp, Devan and I did out first public show. She wanted to sing "The Luckiest" by Ben Folds to her husband. It was beautiful, she started to break down in the middle of the song, but it added to the song. It was good to see all our old friends and to introduce some new friends to the old crew. The whole wedding got me thinking and as a man, it detrimental to my 'man' status but it got me thinking about marrage and my future. I would like to be married one day, maybe when Im 30 or so, I couldnt imagine being married at this age. However, my father and Henry *Devan's husband* gave me some good advice. They both said they didnt see their marrages comming either, but when it did come, they were perfectly fine with it. Henry said that he couldn't imagine being married as such a young age but after he met Devan and decided to propose, he became 'at peace' with it. Imagine that? You have a girl or a guy and then one day you decided "Yep, thats the one, Im perfectly fine with waking up every morning with her for the rest of my life" I couldnt imagine marrying any of my past girlfriends. Don't get me wrong, Ive thought about the future with them, but I couldn't imagine a 'forever' with them. I felt it heading that way with Marsha, it felt good, but scary too. Nina talked about it too much, about our kids, our family name, how we would raise them, ect. It kinda freaked me out. Hell, we had been seeing each other for maybe 3 weeks when she started talking about that. I would want to be happy with someone first. Ive always heard that you wind up marrying your best friend, well, considering that Devan is already married that is out of the question! Haha, that would epic fail anyways, we dated for a few months then realized that we didnt work as a couple. It weird how you watch shows on TV and thats typically what happens, JD and Elliot, Jim and Pam, ect. There is only one person that would apply to and to mention it would degrade our friendship to a TV show and TV shows are just that, shows. Its entertainment, I hardly imagine thats the way it works out. Besides, I couldnt date my best friend let alone marry her. I would like to have that kind of relationship with my wife though. We joke, party, and hang out, but at the same time she comforts me and I her when needed. We can joke one second then be completely serious the next. We can be with friends at a bar or just hang around the house. I do love her platonicly, but thats it. Meh, now Im rambling. Its all nonsence. Also, dont get it in your head that I think about this shit often, cause I dont. In fact, it was the wedding that made me think about this shit. Haha, now that I think about it, Henry claims that I will marry her one day. Whatever dude, I dont see it.
Im ready to go to Korea. My buddy Ryan is over there right now and Im looking foward to starting a new life over there. In some way I think Im running away from something. Oh well, Im not. Well, maybe in a way. I kinda think Im running from some people that I think about, but I dont mean to. Im planning on making something of myself over there. I know I will be fine. I like new things and this is completely new. I will be teaching English to children, Ill be teaching Kindergarteners and 3rd graders. Im looking forward to it.
Eitherway, Its late and Im falling asleep. Much love guys.
Im ready to go to Korea. My buddy Ryan is over there right now and Im looking foward to starting a new life over there. In some way I think Im running away from something. Oh well, Im not. Well, maybe in a way. I kinda think Im running from some people that I think about, but I dont mean to. Im planning on making something of myself over there. I know I will be fine. I like new things and this is completely new. I will be teaching English to children, Ill be teaching Kindergarteners and 3rd graders. Im looking forward to it.
Eitherway, Its late and Im falling asleep. Much love guys.