Apr 16, 2009 01:50
wierd mood tonight.
i have a lot of stuff coming up. i guess i feel swamped.
ive been drinking way too much. way too often.
i crave approval from other people i dont know why. i say i dont, but ive noticed im always looking for approval or at least attention weather it be negative or postive by putting myself down.
i am trying way too hard to get a girl and its just making it even more difficult.
i feel like im not really a bad looking guy, but for some reason i feel like im always the last one in the room that some broad wants to talk to. even when i finally do talk to someone i always manage to get into the friend zone within minutes.
im listening to the weakerthans. they are very good.