lawrence arms
i have been listening to the lawrence arms all day. and continue to be blown away by their lyrics. there brilliant and sound beautiful and idk. its just legit.
i went on a mad drinking bender the past few days. tuesday when i found all that shit out. i burried half a 30 rack in just under 2 hours. and then thursday i dusted the other half of that rack before i even went out. and i legit blacked out. i made it to the bar and that was all i remember. then i was at macvickar hall talking to that bitch cause she wanted to "talk" and tell me why or someshit. but i was drunk so i dont remember shit. and all i did i think was just try to make out with her and tell her how i hated her. so i made myself look like a fucking loser. but i was so drunk that i actually just enjoyed being a sloppy mess cause i saw a few other people in that hall that i am friends with and they were like we didnt even know how u were funtioning. i had to get walked home and on the walk home at like 4 am i ran into the guy that dusted the broad and i almost got into it with him. i wish i would have. i let myself get pushed around all the time because im supposed to do the "right thing" and be a "bigger person."
then i just got mad drunk again on friday cause well its a friday. but no where near tues and thur status and then tonight is our hockey banquet and then i will wrap up the weekend. with drinking my face off as usual. hopefully wheel a broad. i thought i had one on the go for tonight, but she iced my text i sent like 4 hrs ago. so well see.
next week i need to get back ontop of my hw and shit. i have been slipping ever since hockey is over. im just bored out here. all i wanna do is party i feel like i have no reason to be here. i just hang out and fuck around. but now im not friends with the people next door well i dont want to go over there b/c i fucking hate that kid. im going to get drunk and fight him. possibly tonight. we'll see. i can only hope.
i went on a mad drinking bender the past few days. tuesday when i found all that shit out. i burried half a 30 rack in just under 2 hours. and then thursday i dusted the other half of that rack before i even went out. and i legit blacked out. i made it to the bar and that was all i remember. then i was at macvickar hall talking to that bitch cause she wanted to "talk" and tell me why or someshit. but i was drunk so i dont remember shit. and all i did i think was just try to make out with her and tell her how i hated her. so i made myself look like a fucking loser. but i was so drunk that i actually just enjoyed being a sloppy mess cause i saw a few other people in that hall that i am friends with and they were like we didnt even know how u were funtioning. i had to get walked home and on the walk home at like 4 am i ran into the guy that dusted the broad and i almost got into it with him. i wish i would have. i let myself get pushed around all the time because im supposed to do the "right thing" and be a "bigger person."
then i just got mad drunk again on friday cause well its a friday. but no where near tues and thur status and then tonight is our hockey banquet and then i will wrap up the weekend. with drinking my face off as usual. hopefully wheel a broad. i thought i had one on the go for tonight, but she iced my text i sent like 4 hrs ago. so well see.
next week i need to get back ontop of my hw and shit. i have been slipping ever since hockey is over. im just bored out here. all i wanna do is party i feel like i have no reason to be here. i just hang out and fuck around. but now im not friends with the people next door well i dont want to go over there b/c i fucking hate that kid. im going to get drunk and fight him. possibly tonight. we'll see. i can only hope.