Today...Was a very interesting day

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Today was a very interesting day. I think I've been tormented so long, that even the brightest of bright spots no longer shimmer to me. It's sad really...but I've spent so long being depressed and upset, and just lonely, that its almost comforting now to go home and cry. I passed my driver's test today, heard some promising news, and won a

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yes...errrr...no....no

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"you are a complete dumb ass to think that YOU LIKE to save a dance...etc" Are you really going to waste your time ragging on me for views that so many people share? It's fine if you want to, but look at how many people feel the same way. Check your stats, because I'm one of many. I'm real sorry you were offended by me having a terrible night at Marie's, but it had nothing to do with twirp in any sense. That was a mixture of many things, and 5 horrible days in a row. I apologize for being upset that night, but if you are going to try and make anyone who feels sad hurt, you have a loooooot of work to do, because lots of people walk our streets stressed and upset. So maybe no one is interested in me, but I got some offers and I said I didn't really want to go... a seemingly simple thing. And if you look at all the girls that asked me, I was last on their lists anyways, so I'm pretty sure they're not taking it too hard. Freshman year I didn't have the same views I do now...about anything...MUCH less dances. Saving dances for romatic intrests was something I just picked upalong the way. "best of all you think you need to have intrest in the person" I don't think anyone NEEDS to have intrest, thats just how I PERSONALLY feel, if thats a problem, then fine. Me saying I don't want to go to TWIRP with someone is not a superiority issue. I like all those girls, and everyone knows that I really look up to Linds for her great advice. I don't know where you come from, but come dance season, lots of "NO"s are floating around...I don't see why my case is special. I guess I just really don't get why you're trying to single me out and make me feel guilty for something that so many people do. I appreciate all their offers, but I don't feel the least bit guilty for simply saying I dont' want to go to the dance. If this is really a personal issue, come up and talk to me at school or something, but right now I feel like you are randomly grabbing little ideas to blow up into issues to try and get back at me...and its a pathetic attempt.

I had a wonderful day, and come twirp nite I will either be enjoying the company of friends, or playing in a soccer game, but thanks for the swell wishes.

If you are so confident in the text you type, put a name on it. Otherwise all I get out of it is that you are embarassed and ashamed to share your views for some reason...But if you really feel that strongly against me, and you purposely leave out a name, the only think I can do is call you a pussy. Don't put words in my mouth, if I view you as a friend, I'll tell you...But all my friends have names, so if you are going to attack me, please leave one.