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rite, so basically the next 4 years of my life has been decided for me by a decision that my scaffy parents made 3 years ago when my sister went to uni, pretty much forced her to go to glasgow, even though the course in edinburgh was much better, but anyway basically i cant go to edinburgh uni cos she couldn't...blah blah "gotta be fair" pish! so now im going to strathclyde and staying at home, and i thought it would be ok, but the more i think of it the more i realise how its so shite! there will be ppl on my course that i dont particularly like, that i couldnt wait to see the back off at school, and the fucking name is going to stay, thats fun, another 4 years of fucking smell! my life isn't going to change, gonna hang out with the same friends forever, meeting new ppl will be impossible and im gonna be the exact same person in 4 years as i am now! and yeah i can rant bout hows it my life, my decisions not parents etc, but in truth i need them for the money, and its absolutely horrendus!
felt fine at 1st but now i just feel horrible!
felt fine at 1st but now i just feel horrible!