Safe Haven
I need to find a safe haven.
Somewhere where I can express my deep down thoughts.
Thoughts that I wouldn't tell to anyone.
My journal at home has been that place.
But now, I feel a need to vocalize it.
Internalizing my thoughts is killing me. I've been grinding my teeth, busting my brain, and becoming nauseated.
Nothing has happened. Nothing bad. Nothing Wrong.
Thoughts are overpowering, especially when they are internalized.
I just need someone there, that won't judge me and could possibly hold me. Lying to me, telling me everything will be alright.
Where do I go from here? Who do I call? No one picks up anymore. Everyone is so self absorbed - they aren't really listening.
I just need a sense of someone, a body, being there.
Picking up the pieces . . .
Somewhere where I can express my deep down thoughts.
Thoughts that I wouldn't tell to anyone.
My journal at home has been that place.
But now, I feel a need to vocalize it.
Internalizing my thoughts is killing me. I've been grinding my teeth, busting my brain, and becoming nauseated.
Nothing has happened. Nothing bad. Nothing Wrong.
Thoughts are overpowering, especially when they are internalized.
I just need someone there, that won't judge me and could possibly hold me. Lying to me, telling me everything will be alright.
Where do I go from here? Who do I call? No one picks up anymore. Everyone is so self absorbed - they aren't really listening.
I just need a sense of someone, a body, being there.
Picking up the pieces . . .