Happy birthday Chris' grandfather....
yeah, today is his grandfather's birthday... and it also marks the day we went to see Corpse Bride together, exactly a year ago. ^^
speaking of him, i really miss him alot. im here in the pits of hell called "my aunts house" and i cant call him... my sister isnt here. she;s with my dad, so i have no way of calling him. i really wanna talk to him. i wanna know how he is. i really miss him. he's the only one im thinking about right now. and i saw our myspace, and he was on it. omg. i really miss him. i wanna hear his sweet healing voice...to take away this pain that i feel each time i am here. It's like a nightmare you dont wake up from...and the only sanctuary i have is my grandmothers room (which is the place i am currently in).
Its almost been a year that i started dating Chris.
I mean, if i look back on the year, i see alot of pain that we went through, those horrible fights.. (wow im so optimistic) no, but honestly, i think back and i also see those awesome times of ours.
We are honestly a weird couple, but the fact that we love each other to death is as true today as it was almost a year ago.
(Oct. 1 marks the year btw)
I wanna get the fuck out of here. I really wanna talk to him. I really wanna know what happened at work. i care so much. i miss him so much. i hope that i get out of here already. >.>;;
speaking of him, i really miss him alot. im here in the pits of hell called "my aunts house" and i cant call him... my sister isnt here. she;s with my dad, so i have no way of calling him. i really wanna talk to him. i wanna know how he is. i really miss him. he's the only one im thinking about right now. and i saw our myspace, and he was on it. omg. i really miss him. i wanna hear his sweet healing voice...to take away this pain that i feel each time i am here. It's like a nightmare you dont wake up from...and the only sanctuary i have is my grandmothers room (which is the place i am currently in).
Its almost been a year that i started dating Chris.
I mean, if i look back on the year, i see alot of pain that we went through, those horrible fights.. (wow im so optimistic) no, but honestly, i think back and i also see those awesome times of ours.
We are honestly a weird couple, but the fact that we love each other to death is as true today as it was almost a year ago.
(Oct. 1 marks the year btw)
I wanna get the fuck out of here. I really wanna talk to him. I really wanna know what happened at work. i care so much. i miss him so much. i hope that i get out of here already. >.>;;