Aug 26, 2006 21:08
well... this is funny, my first day at the job and i already quit. thats pretty bad.
i dont think myself as a quitter, its just that...it was too...not for me.
It was meant for me to quit.
I was on the verge of crying. (dont ask why) and w/e, im there cleaning and brooming the lobby for taco bell...and some song starts playing on the speaker. And it said "no one says you cant go home now", and then i ask God, "God, if you want me to leave this job, then please give me sign, let chris come right now." Two minutes that Im there begging for that, i hear his voice behind me! It was so a sign. So, i didnt quit for nothing. Im telling you i should listen to my instincts. now after like a day, im getting a job at Winn Dixie. I mean, im gonna go in and take a drug test on Monday, and bam! hahaha. so is God good or what?
I miss him terribly.
Im tired of not seeing him.
thank God im gonna see him tommorrow. If not i kill.
Monday theres school.
Ha. theres something to look foward to.