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I have needs that are unfulfilled and no one's going to fill them, no matter how hard I try to find someone who will. I guess I'm feeling neglected, missing the romance that we once had, so I find myself talking to ex-boyfriends who I know are good for boosting me back up. But they don't even do that anymore. No one wants to want me.
And I find myself being ridiculous again. I'm stupid for feeling this way. I'm sure he does romantic things, and I'm sure he's lovey to me over the phone, not just when he wants to masturbate, but a lot of times. I just don't see it. And I don't have enough evidence to back up my claims, just my feelings.
I just want too much.
And I find myself being ridiculous again. I'm stupid for feeling this way. I'm sure he does romantic things, and I'm sure he's lovey to me over the phone, not just when he wants to masturbate, but a lot of times. I just don't see it. And I don't have enough evidence to back up my claims, just my feelings.
I just want too much.