Aug 23, 2008 20:05
I was honestly afraid I would have forgotten how to use a mouse. Apparently, it's like riding a bike.
Well, my first week of school went pretty well. Although Thursday, I was late to Math because of my stupid gym locker and the fact that my math class is on the other end of the freaking school. I narrowly missed getting my card signed because he missed the other ones who were late and it didn't seem fair to just punish me...so I was off the hook. Monday is picture day...Nice to get it out of the way now while I still give a damn.
I want to make an animated Batman AMV...but I still need to clear out my computer first. I now have about 4 more gigs of space than what I did when we packed up the computer. Still have a ways to go before I can get enough space to get the components for one.
As far as fanfics go, the fandom war continues on. Joining the fray are The Warriors and, believe it or not, X-Men (Now Marvel is attempting to stake a claim on my mind). I've been having dreams that inspire random scenes, many of them deliberately torturing whatever character is unfortunate enough to be my focus. There's probably been more rapes in my mind that in the entire history of any prison in the U.S. My sadistic side crys for blood again. And it's impatient enough to give me horrible mpreg dreams. It even has me prolonging a scene in the Silent Hill movie that was a simple suffer-death to a death rape...with barbed wire (kinda like Christabella, only with the one cultist guy I felt a slight attraction to when I first saw the movie in theaters (a little secret I kept to myself since mum sounded shocked I liked him at all). I feel dirty for thinking such things, but it's unfortunately true. But all this fanfictional sadism is keeping me from attacking people, so I guess it's a little okay.
I had another depression fit. This time over rockers. Especially the dead ones and that one band Odin on DWC 2. I hope the lead singer didn't kill himself like he said he would...And then there's Cliff and Ty and Razzle...Now I'm going to cry again. My heart bleeds often and for many reasons apparently. I hurt now...
Wow...This became a lot more than just a simple little update to say I have may regular computer back, didn't it?
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