Apr 27, 2007 06:42
Theres really no where to write that isnt public, and this is about as none public as it can get
My friend Julisa is very upset and angry with me for not going in the limo, which i feel is somewhat out of line, i can understand upset, but angry?
Mike isnt even trying to get his money back becuase he doesnt want to be an asshole, and last i checked, Britt isnt going either, so she's not going because of her date, alright thast fine, i'm not going because of my date either when it comes down to it
he will not let me go in that limo
If i'm going to stop being freinds with Teresa i can't associate with her, i said i'm not being her friend, i said i want her out of my life and i to be out of hers, i wasn't kidding. I need to let myself relax and calm down over this situation, i can't see her in school becausei know i'll flip out on her, soi avoid her all together, i'm not going to start anything with her.
frankly i think its good for her too if we're not friends, theres a lot of drama that comes with us being together, and she has more then enough to handle, so this will work out for both of us, we never hung out anyawy, or talked online, just saw eachother in school. she wants a new life, well she's getting one, she made a mistake so she has to deal with the consequences
and no, i'm not being childish
i'm looking out for myself, and it took a serious talk from Mike and Tabby to get it through my head that i need to care about myself. So i'm doing just that
Brittany told me that its stupid not to take the limo, thati dont have to talk to her and i just need to suck it up and deal with it. just typing it makes me want to scream, who is she to tell me what to do? where to go and who to be with? who is she to tell me what i can and cannot do?
yeah i may not be 18, but its freedom of choice, and Mike knew from the start i didnt want to take that fucking limo, we paid for it, yeah Mike needs that money back but he's not asking for it
who cares if i'm not in that god damn limo, i'm STILL going to prom
who cares if i'm NOT at hte table
you barely sit down anyway! you friggen table hop! and the only time you sit down is to eat there shit food or to take off your shoes
I think there all being INCREDIBLY ridiculous, the limo has never meant a damn to me, not a fucking thing to me, but everyone else is like 'oh its prom you HAVE to take a limo otherwise it doesnt mean anything!'
no, no you REALLY dont, it doesnt matter how you get there, the point is BEING there and having the night of your life
THAT is the point of prom
not coming up in some fancy sports car or party bus or stretch limo
no one see's you pull up anyway!
so i can walk in saying 'oh mani was in this crazy hummer'
when really, i pulled up on a bicycle
no one would have any idea because nobody see's
overall i feel likei made the right choice in not taking the limo because i never wanted to, so i'm sticking to my decision, brittany isnt at our table, well neither am i, but again it doesnt matter what table your at or who you sit with, your there to have a good time and be with your friends nad the people you love
i know Teresa and i having this fallout will be good for both of us, we had our good times and our bad timese, but this is something we both need, we're starting college in august, yeah i'm stuck here but still we dont need the drama, not our first year
i'm not going to hate her, and i dont hate her now, i'm just mad at her
will we be friends in the future, honestly i doubt it, i mean i cant say, buti really highly doubt it
tl;dr
i'm not taking a limo
i'm not sitting at a set table
Teresa and i are no longer friends and will never be
Mikey and Tabby love me <3