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well its been officially 29 hours and 10 mins without sleep and counting i wonder how many days i can go without sleeping i'm sensing a period of sleep deprievation althou it feels like an appealing idea i know what will happen i'll become even crazier then i am. its not that i can't get to sleep my trouble is not being able to stay asleep and also the nightmares.
The constant nightmares. They seem to be on one theme DEATH either suicide or murder usually my suicidde and me being a murderer which is something i fear ALOT. even thou most of the times the suicide ones are nice because i know if it becomes too much i have a way out i realise that that is incrediably selfish but mweh i'm a selfish person sometimes
The constant nightmares. They seem to be on one theme DEATH either suicide or murder usually my suicidde and me being a murderer which is something i fear ALOT. even thou most of the times the suicide ones are nice because i know if it becomes too much i have a way out i realise that that is incrediably selfish but mweh i'm a selfish person sometimes