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[psychopomp_girl]

I composed a lengthy and (i'll admit it) depressing entry, all in my head of course, at work today. The reason being that I am depressed. I had a miniature anxiety attack in the PetSmart parking lot while I was visiting Bellingham this weekend. Every tiny, insignificant thing was making me teary-eyed. I felt mildly embarrassed, which also made

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i know the feeling all to well + ikea thursday??

[celticzenoracle]

i know that alienation feeling to well. bham is a lovely place and it is one of the reasons i so enjoy escaping gig harbor and visiting up there. Along with the fact i seem to have more real friends up there than down here. Right now i've been going through the full range of emotions...i too have been fighting many battles of the dulldrums. especially being totally broke. i've been relying on the kindnesses of my friends and heavily on my mother. incurring debts i try not to think to hard about otherwise i'll dive deeper into depressions. although i still know my debts are still there and how they are continually knawing and scraping at my energies. the knowledge that i'm not alone and otheres are having similar issues, help sorta. Although it still saddens me that you are going though this, and I can't help more other than on here. I will be up at ikea thursday with my friend to look at and maybe get some apartment furniture for her new place. So if you're availible to come over to see me there it would be awesome. Call me on my cell 2 5 three for 0 five 6 six five seven. hugs!! small note: i am snagging a bit of this for my post on how i'm doing.

Re: i know the feeling all to well + ikea thursday??

[psychopomp_girl]

Sorry I didn't get back to you until today, but I've been sick and tired for the last few days. Bleh. First I was depressed, then I got a cold. Ce la vie, right?

If you end up in the south Seattle area any time soon, though, you need to visit. I have weekends off, and I work late afternoon/evening hours during the week.

*grin*