I had a dream last night about a friend of mine well...... ex-friend I guess. Someone I haven't talked to in a long time. It depressed me greatly. So I just have to say this really quick.

Alex ( Read more... )

Okay, I haven't updated anything about me in a long time, so I think I will do that ( Read more... )

( -sigh- )

( yippie for the love! )

(  I found this cute )

( yesterday convo )

( This is a letter tim wrote me a few days ago )

Today was actually a good day ( Read more... )

I finally got an answer as to why.

Which I actually understand...

I really want to be with him tho... I love him so much.

- sigh -

"Get over it. Life goes on. There are more important things.
Stop crying over one fucking thing and move on."

He said it. I can only assume it was meant for me.

So I'm done. I wont bother him any more.

....... He's better off that way.

so tomorrow... I'll write a heart felt goodbye/apoligy.