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[psychomitten]

My parents and I had a big fight last night and I was really upset all day today, and then when I got home everything was FINE.  How the fucken shit does that work?  They act like everything's peachy when like, what, fifteen hours ago I was screaming and crying and yelling and it was obvious that we were in a really big fight and I was going to be

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[arielhp]

i don't really know what to tell you about your situation

[psychomitten]

I think you're right. I need to make a decision, but it's really hard for me to do that since I don't know what will happen. and I'm afraid if I leave and don't feel/appear to be happy or "successful" everyone in my family and all that will just hate me. and I wish I didn't care about that, but in reality, I do.

thank you very much. xxoxoxoxox.

[arielhp]

making a decision is hard. i know i n't want to be in school, because i gain abosolutely nothing from it, but i haven't told my family yet, because they have made it clear that you can't have a good life without a highschool diploma.
but, your family will never hate you.
ever ever ever ever.
and you'll be happy.
from what i know of you, you're not going to make a life altering desicion just to sit on your ass and do nothing.
you'll definitely work shit out, even if it takes you a year or more to do it.
they may not respect your desicion or your lifestyle, but they'll still love you.
and as soon as they see what a beautiful, self reliant, independant strong girl you can be when you're allowed, they'll be fucking wowed, and embarrassed they didn't let you do it sooner.

[psychomitten]

I hope !!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sublime_anarchy]

i'm really really sorry that things aren't going well for you right now. i'm having similar issues and my dad basically said to me if i drop one of my classes, i don't have a home anymore. and he doesn't even live in my house anymore! parents are ridiculous.

if you need someone to talk to, you can call me [like the person above said]

409-3391

i'm up late most of the time, so you can call whenever.
*hugs*

[psychomitten]

what!!!!!!! ah, jeez. I'm sorry, too. that's really not fair at all, especially because it's one class! ah.

thanks, dear. and seriously, let's make plans for real life. I'll call you.

[missblyariele]

you can always come stay with me. i might be doing homework and being boring...but you can always call me comem to my mammy's or if i'm at my dad's i'll pick you up. ♥.

[psychomitten]

really? thanks a whole lot, bly. seriously.

last night I almost went to your mom's house to see if you were there, but then I didn't. but if it happens again, I'm glad you're willing to have me watch you do boring homework. looooveyooou.

[missblyariele]

aw, i was home, too! and watching roman holiday! i wish you could have come over and watched that adorable movie with me!
we're chillaxin' some time soon!

[psychomitten]

yeah!

[theinkslinger]

of course, I go with the not leaving your family thing. :)

Sending good thoughts your way.

[psychomitten]

thanks, kathleen. I'll write to you soon, promise.